feeling sentimental these days
due to free time spared
when i came to sch for CO today
i had a feeling the CD shelter door wasn't open yet
so i walked slowly, even slower than sightseeing

i wondered...
why did the pond still remain and not demolished?
how did the school look like before PRIME?
what happened to the old canteen?
how did we use to walk to the old canteen?
why did i had such difficulty in recollecting memories?
what would i do in the old canteen?
where's my favourite pillar and the dustbin beside it?
where's him?

then i started recollecting...
the brown tiles
the many pillars especially my pillar
the atmosphere and familiarity
the him that i would peer from the many pillars
his backview and smile
the only time we sat side-by-side
the food
the vending machines at that place
the quatrangle
the basketball court
the him i would search for from my position
the passageway
the toilet, especially the second cubicle
which also marked the creation of toilet gang.
but the one that i still recollect and miss most is him.

i only want you by my side.

speaking of toilet gang,
i suddenly realise i came up with everything regarding toilet gang
except for the short form TG
i came up with the member list
1. christine
2. winnie
3. geraldine
4. serene
5. theresa
6. meiling
7. baoyi
8. amanda
9. me
10. beecheng
11. ruishan
12. denise
i came up with the name
because we would unknowingly gather outside that toilet
i came up with the chairman of TG
RUISHAN~
i have no idea why
i came up with toilet queen of TG
BAOYI~
cause she's unbelievably fast in both her businesses
i came up with a recent post called toilet ambassador
WINNIE~
she does everything, i guess (:

but i dint create a post for myself
maybe i should be the creator
since i created almost everything of TG
okay TG creator
YEELING~

yay.

let's wish success in me creating more post in the future
toilet gang wan sui!

oh ya so where's the blog that we wanted to set up?
geraldine IT rep GO.
then we need a TG item that everyone must carry.
yep, let's leave to toilet ambassador to decide the item with us.
a keychain perhaps.
dont worry we wont make a toilet bowl.
then next is the one-day TG excursion
maybe the EH EPP lunch at tmart counted as the first outing lol.
so as proposed by our chairman,
she'll make sure that everyone would be present for this excursion after the 'O' levels
she'll call every parent if she has to.
we'll go right after the last paper which is bio MCQ
yay~

i have no idea when TG was set up
thinking it's sec3 start
when my mind was still uncorrupted with schoolwork or crap
when i still had crazy ideas to speak of
im completely squeezed dried now.
we should have a toilet gang bday or commerative day
thus i'll go back to search for the actual date
try lah.
maybe i wrote it inside my diary.
which ive stopped doing so now
it's really a great practice.
apparently if you dont have the motivation to write,
it's a burden.

trying to put down the many burdens im carrying now
so that i can carry new ones
the only burden im still hesitating about is him.
it's too heavy to put down at one go.
in the midst of letting go that burden, im trying to carry it back again.

okay my task
go back and search toilet gang's commerative day~