Sunday, May 31, 2009

Recently, I've become different. Honestly, I don't know why I've become like this. To a certain extent, I'm not even sure if I've changed or not. It's just something that my brain keeps telling me: You have changed my dear.




Can I believe what my mind tells me? It seems rather stupid and contradicting not to listen and to believe your mind though. Seriously. Nevertheless, I believe it's fine not to believe yourself sometimes.




Let's assume that I've changed then, and give it a go at listening to my confused mind. I guess the reason I'm confused is because I've come up with too many hypothetical questions to solve. If I reduce my many questions to only a few simple ones, then produce a simple answer for each of it, I might be more clear-minded.




Haha. As if matters were so easy to solve. It feels like I'm going through this transition period, but I just cannot pin-point out the category of this transition period.




Actually I think I'm muttering nonsense here. Haha. Just stop reading if you think this sucks. :D I won't know anyway.




I'm still going to continue typing nonsense even if you are not reading. :D




With so many outstanding questions left in my mind, floating and drifting around, I'm still constantly creating more hypothetical questions. This sucks. Haha. Especially when I can't stand questions floating around in my mind. Yet the answers I produce are not convincing enough.




Can everyone who reads till this line leave a tag? I wanna know if you think that I've changed. I would greatly appreciate it, even if you choose not to leave your name. (:

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Yesterday we had our concert! YAY! It was a long day, but actually I wished it could go on. Honestly, I hope I don't forget this day, since I don't have a fantasic memory. Because I can only remember images? Yea. The whole of yesterday was wonderful. :D




Towards the end of the TJCO concert, I felt a little overwhelmed. It was going to end. And everyone is going to disperse after that. I got a little moody then. But I got all hyped up after the concert haha! Thanks for your support! I love all of you! :D




Theresa was so happy to see us during the interval, and was to excited to see me in makeup, that she poked my eye. And the funny thing is, I couldn't feel anything, only saw a finger moving towards my eye. Haha. Ruishan was quite amazed by my look. Baoyi was all hyper, like always. Haha. Amanda popped up from nowhere.




And today, from the moment I wake up, I can't stop thinking about CO. I felt super moody the whole day. Anyway, I woke up damn late at 12pm to eat, watched tv till I slept halfway from 1pm to 3pm. Haha. The thing is I'm unhappy that there's no more CO to bug me now. I'm starting to miss CO and everyone. It feels like the world's coming to an end. Haha. I think I'm exaggerating. Seriously, I'm very moody now.





Humans tend towards the lazy and negative side more, that's why we always fail to see the purpose behind everything we do.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

YAY! TJCO CLINCHED GOLD WITH HONOURS! YIPEE!




I was super happy when I heared the word 'rong', because GWH in chinese is rong yu jin pai. Then the people beside me started cheering and shouting. I couldn't help but tear uncontrollably - non-stop. Honestly, I didn't know I would have such a overwhelming feeling, though I anticipated that I would still tear no matter what happens. Haha.




The last thing I wanna say is - thanks for everyone's encouragement and wishes. I'm really touched. :D





Today is one day that I'll never forget.






I love TJCO and my lovely buddies! :D

Sunday, May 3, 2009

I just realise my blog actually looks pretty scary. Haha. It's okay. I like it this way. Perhaps for now. Bear with it.




Tiring it might be, I find this whole process precious, and the memories hard to forget. Whatever the result of the SYF might be, the process is good for stretching our potential. Okay it's starting to sound formal. Haha. Anyway, I'm finding it enjoyable overall. Except for the fact that I'm exhausted.




I want that to happen to me.