I didn't forget. Even if that function never existed, I'll still remember it. I won't forget it. It's not easy to forget something that is special to you. I can forget everyone else's, but I definitely won't forget yours.




Seriously, it's not easy for me to remember something vividly and get reminded automatically whenever these dates come along. It's really hard. It's kept in my heart all the time. If I remember something about you very clearly, you are very important to me.




I know I did it at the wrong timing. I'm sick of waiting. It's been far too long.





I didn't forget, just appear.

I went back to ngee ann today. I was supposed to go back for an alumni CO practice. It's pretty cool how I can force myself to wake up in the morning to go for this, when I'm always late for study dates at the library. Haha.




Before I step into the cd shelter, I smelt something so familiar. It was the smell of the place we always practised at. It immediately triggered those past memories. I like this feeling.




I like it.




I just wanna say that if I like your smell, I won't want to forget you.





In short, I want you to be with me all the while.




I was asked an intriguing question today. I have the answer.





I like the way you react to me.

It's been really long since I posted any blogposts. Hah.




I think it's time for me to start prioritising my time now. I'm starting to get the jitters from all the pressure placed on me. It's an invisible force, pushing you to your limits. At first, it simply irritates you, but after some time, it seems to be all fine and acceptable. It's something that you can never go against. I suppose we can only learn to live with it.




I define my life into two main parts, studying and playing. And I was playing today. The whole day. I've been playing too much. I need someone to anchor me down, but constant studying just isn't my style. I only come to realise that I'm such a playful person.




There is a need to settle down. I seem to have come to terms with it, but I'm still playing my time away. Anyway, I suppose playing after OP ain't a bad idea? :D




Putting aside the idea of me playing, my anger level was high today. I think I'm under some pressure and stress. The scary thing is that I can't sense it. That's intimidating.





I think I'm just angry with myself. Of course, it was exacerbated by external factors. It's alright, I'm feeling happy again now.





Stop playing so much.