I went reading blogs, and I realised something amiss about my posts. Hah. It seems to lack content, and it's too aloof. Heahea. But I seem to feel more for such posts. (:




Anyway, reporting facts seems to be out of my mind now. I think my memory's failing me too.




Truth is, I feel a little lost now. Perhaps I lost targets to work towards, or the force to make me do something. I'm just wasting my youth now. Feeling rather useless at home. Spendthrift when I'm out buying. Growing fat when I'm at home watching tele and sleeping.




It's really getting bored around here. Haha. My life seems to be even more no life. Hah. Don't worry, I'll create life for myself! Ching Ching~ Being in these relaxed moments aint that bad after all. I was looking forward to this kind of life during mugging moments.





I guess having nothing to do is good then. (:





I love my life, now and those mugging moments too. Perhaps it's real easy for me, to say that I love those hard mugging times now too, because it's over after all. Yea.





At least we can hang out tml. I'm pretty excited somehow. Maybe being with my parents for too long durng the trip made me a little eccentric. I think it's my brother. Oh no.





He's like rushing his homework now. HAHA. I've got none. Ahahaha. You too! Ahahahahahaha





Have a pleasant holiday.

Haha I'm back! =D




I had a whooping great time at Hong Kong! Because the hotel rocks man! Plus I'm eating something different everyday. Hah. Not tired now, because I'm accustomed to this timing alr. I sleep during the day now. Anyway, I'm feeling a little regretful, because I wasn't able to wish everyone a merry christmas on time. My mother would have had a shock of a lifetime when she sees the phone bill. Haha.





Another thing is, I couldn't find any suitable gifts, so I didn't buy anything back for you guys. Don't be too ya.





The only thing I hate there are their smokers. They simply turn me off.





I seriously hate smokers.





I just came to appreciate and cherish the true beauty of Singapore.





MERRY CHRISTMAS! =DDD

I'm going to return on 26th dec. Ya. Flying there tml morning.




I wonder if you'll miss me. But I'll definitely be. (:




Hope this hongkong trip would be more friendly and more easy-going than the previous one.




For at least I know I'll be living somewhere of higher standards. Hah.




Are you a goal for me to reach or an obstacle to overcome?

Hi Hello Welcome!




I'm finally back from Hong Kong. Hah. Since it's a school trip, I didn't really expect much from it. Overall contented, though I'm pretty unhappy with the service. Fuck man. They threw our stuffings away, sheesh.




Anyway, I made quite a number of new friends. So it's rather fruitful.





Then next week I'm going to Hong Kong again with my family. So it's going to be free and easy. Aha. I can do whatever I want, I hope.





I want my earphones fixed.

I suppose everything's going in a cycle yea? I'm used to this already. Otherwise, I feel really funny without you, even for a day. Don't make me worry for nothing.




Promise me, you won't leave me behind.




Don't hide.

The sparrow was purely enjoying its flight in the vast sky. To that minute body, it was as though it was a swift eagle soaring in the air, tearing the clouds apart. Freedom was what the sparrow had at that moment. Freedom gave it the legitimacy to do what it want; create whatever crazy patterns it wanted. Freedom was almost everything to the little sparrow.




Just before the little bird could settle down to find its life, the bits and pieces of bread that were scattered about caught its attention. Unknowing of the danger ahead, the harmless creature landed on the ground and started pecking. Little did it knew that its most precious belonging was being jeopardised.





Next thing that happened was almost predictable; it was surrounded by many of its own kind. Simply, it had been trapped in a cage. It was lost at first. Tried to escape, but to no avail.





Too bad, the bird picked this way itself. It chose to take the advantages that were presented upfront, so it could only accept whatever consequences that would come along with it as well.





Right from the beginning, the sparrow never did lose its most precious belonging; its freedom. What the little one lost was its adaptability; the ability to accept the way of life.





If the sparrow couldn't accept the fact, it would just be a pathetic soul, stuck in the midst of hell, squeezing with the others, fighting against each other to survive. Seriously, it's pathetic.





Unless the sparrow is open-minded and decides to embrace the fact, it will never be rid of this shadow. Nobody said the cage can't be as big as the sky.





If you are unhappy with your life right now, being grumpy and procrastinating will bring you nowhere. Don't expect the situation to change for you, because it might never will. Hah. Be like the sparrow, change your mindset and see things in a different light. Or live in agony then.





You'll be happier this way, even if you are a trapped sparrow. Take your time to adapt, no hurry. Think slowly, what you really deserve. The definition of freedom is up to each and everyone of us to decide.





No situation can ever change, the only thing that can is our mindset.





I don't mind being trapped in that really huge cage though. (:





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I didn't sleep a wink for the first day of the chalet, so I've been sleeping real early the last few days. Hahahaha. I guess my body thinks that I need to make up for the lack of sleep. Anyway, I've got ample sleep now. Hah.



Chalet was fun, with all the mahjong and playing. I was dead beat, until I can't even exert any little amount of strength. For every little movement, I thought some of my muscles tore. I shouldn't have played that much in the arcade. Oh well.




I've had my share of fun. But I've got much in mind yet to be done.




I don't know why I'm bonded to the school for the trip. The content seems rather dry. Haha. But I guess it'll be fun lah.




I'm getting a little shaky up on my tower now.

I'll be away at chalet.





Will you miss me?