this week was common test week
so i have failed one subject alr
that's emath
omg my mind is full of mr lai and his 'fatherly love'
seriously im not mindful of failing the test
or rather how i'm going to face him
the last test i did averagely
and he gave me that face that i made such a huge booboo
this time sure die lah
he's going to condemn me
wahlao
i was alr thinking of him even before i completed the test
that's how serious things are getting
but the effect has subsided quite a bit alr
let's hope i dont get emotional when mr lai starts showering love


next my face has some rashes or sth
and a small cut
that i feel pain in moving my mouth
so i talk without opening my mouth too big
omg and my mother scared me by talking some nonsense
it's not that im image-conscious
but rather this is my face
and i still have to live with it for like a few more decades
hello i dont want any permanant marks on my face
and i start to apply many stuff on my face
but i think is because of my poor hygiene practices too (:


i told my mom about the fail the emath test stuff
she was like angry about some other stuff
so i told her at the wrong timing then
but later she started getting worried for me
she's not really that anxious about my results
i think is because a sudden drop in consistent work
might lead people to thinking that im suffering a mental breakdown or sth
and that's what my mom thought
she was like talking to me all about relaxing
and she forbidded me to study the whole day
she said go watch tv
i heck cared her
maybe she really thinks that mental breakdown really happened to me
but it's just that im too engrossed in history to concentrate on emath
just plain complacency again
arh emath so easy...
in the end, it's deproving.
so actually my mom's concerned about the mental well-being too
but at that point of time, i was also angry
because i was more worried for my face
hello that test is nothing? my face is more important duh.
but it's only rashes
remind me to wash my hands


i really have poor hygiene practices
i dont wash my hands
unless i feel that it's sticky or from the naked eye dirty
normally i can't live very well with the bacteria there
haha i dont wash my hands before i eat
im so dirty
oh ya and i bathe late
like maybe 10pm
i dont bathe when i go home
otherwise i have the tendency to sleep on the bed since im clean
if im dirty, i only can constrict myself to the sofa
hence i had rashes on my face
it's itchy rah


went to watch kungfu dunk yesterday
with my dear brother
it was alr 5.30pm when i reached my grandma's house
coz we had two free movie tickets that expires this month
'eh you wan watch movie?'
'ok lah'
'faster lah. 6.45pm got the last one.'
so we rushed to our home at 5.45pm
to change and whatever
we left house at 6pm
we are so damn efficient right?
oh ya i forgo my amath test, still haven learn lesson from emath :P
we bathed and etc
the super wongs~GO
and we ran to the busstop
asshamed that my brother could run faster than me to catch the bus
anyway he's a younger brother that's taller than me
so we took the mrt to tmall
and bought the tickets
kungfu dunk
yay
i like jay chou.
so gay
but not to such a large extent though


so boys just can't change
my brother went to the arcade
with only one dollar
stupid.


and we watched the movie.
it was pretty hilarious
dint regret watching
unlike some funny funny movie like the emporium
what shit.
so it ended like 8plus
i still havent studied for amath then.
we went to white sands
bought some food and waited for our mecedes to arrive :D
after buying doughnuts, i could notice my pa's car plate number
my bro can't. haha.
and we reached the car before my mom could contact us
so it was then i told my mom all about my emath
haiz


i started studying at 9pm
with tips of test from tys
i did the whole tys in hope of getting full marks for the tests
lame shit
but i slept half way
why?
i was doing it on my bed.
i study on my bed then i fall asleep
no one wakes me up
then i go unprepared the next day
so i always say im not prepared always
i have a feeling everyone hates this sentence of mine
when i say im not prepared,
there's two scenarios.
1. i crapped my way through miraculously and got a high mark and get paichi'ed
2. i crapped my way through and ended up like emath


but it's really scary to be top
there's this unknowing pressure on you
not only do you have to get high marks, you needa get top marks too
omg
get back test paper.
'yeeling full marks arh?'
'no'
i think math is okay
but the science one is horrible
esp for chem.
i will always aim to get top marks.
that's my goal for chem
of course.
i want my name to be read first
wakaka
bio also :D
actually im really very greedy
if i see the bio mark like
32/40
i feel that it's little.
but in actual fact that's the highest alr
not that im praising myself
or being proud here
just feel that it's really competiting with yourself
not others.
so i felt that was little
till i recalled that was the bio test i went corked-eye
and made numerous careless mistakes
the worst thing that can happen is
when you feel that you have lost to yourself


suddenly feel like typing a lot of stuff down
still feeling the slackness
very slack
god
hope the study groups help.
mr lai ):


let's pick sth random
oh i saw a rat running in the drain during daytime
so cool right?
the second one seen for this month
ever since it came out from the bags during OLE
it's really the year of the rat (:


too engrossed in studies and grades now
let me set my minimal goals for term one

eng - B3
hcl - A2
bio - A1
chem - A1
amath - A1
emath - B4 - the only exception - it dropped from a A1 - god
ss+eh - A1
pgeog - A1

god emath has the ugliest score
still can't draw a line or sth

ya the A1 i expect are those damn high ones
like 85?
im going crazy.

it's my 90th post yay
siao
supposed to be studying really hard on ss now
but i dint do it
disappointing
guess if the test are not up to my expectations, i'll be fine this time
we were busy talking to my bro
about the studying, not going the wrong way
we spent one hour on that.
but i still have a feeling he doesn't get what we are trying to convey
mom got called up by his teacher for not doing his english homework
crap
but it's understandable since his teacher is pregnant
i was like saying 'tell your teacher go home give birth lah'
seriously i think his teacher is a bit cranky

oh well i wasted today again
i was holding my elective history textbook
i was lying on the sofa like some queen
i fell asleep
im so cool
then i dint really study anything for history
then i just like read through?
god im dying.
but oh well at least im more inclined in chem
i was studying that when i was shitting in my toilet
lol today's was damn smelly
haha im so disgusting

still making a choice btw MJ and TJ
sounds about the same
really there's only one factor influencing everything
and from my choice of MJ, i chose TJ instead today
if i maintain my standard, of having an allowance of A2 for eng and B3 for hcl
i strive to achieve 7 points.
can minus 4 points most probably.
so i'll have 3 points left
wakaka
can go VJ alr
that's if i maintain.
so let's start working hard~
and not be complacent~

GOGO TJC~
study mug sleep
must eat
i find i can't operate if i dont eat

alright supposed to be mugging yet
still here blogging
bad practice.
oh well TJC
go.
temporarily for common tests first.
go.

16 february 2008
chinese new year outing :D

it's a saturday
and there's CO
so the CO members pon practice
which includes me inside too
until there was a class committee course
fuck them
need pay $50 somemore
okay so i went for the course
which is boring i guess
it's a leadership course blah
so in the end, i pon CO for the course
and missed meiling's and winnie's house
blah ):

there were gb and rs
which is great
but in the end, separated.. ):
oh well, i made new friends (:
that alvin coach had this blasting voice
and he refused to use the mike given to him
that ms low 'bf' spent so much time preparing it
but it's still defective lol
then he just said sth and threw the mike aside
what crap so bad lah
then he kept on bullying coach melissa
poor thing.
male chauvinist i can say
his name suits his face dearly
looks like someone i know (:
so coach melissa was like being bullied as a trainee or sth
the experience was crap
okay i learnt sth from it
to lead is to serve (:
looks like im a leader alr :D

so it ended late and fortunately they were at winnie's house
great. at least i and rs need not walk lonely to tc's house
and we were waiting for the people to appear
the guai kia tc, winnie, manda take traffic light
two siao lang ml and by choose to jay
with this kind of traffic?
wait long long still stuck on the same side (:
so rs captured the image down
from far i was alr saying
'who's the one wearing the damn pink dress?'
'BAOYI'
'okay suits her' :D
then we walked along to tc's house...
reached (:

so i went to change to my wonderful clothes :DDD
suddenly i became so enthu about stuff (will know why later)
i ate the most i guess
hungry what.
listen to him booming feel like sleeping :P
so i think i ate like maybe 10+ close to 20?
oops :P they were some kueh sth
it's like giving you a biscuit base
then you can add in other stuff
like prawn, the popiah that filling, chilli, beansprouts, sausage, etc
i made i think 5 popiah
two for me, two for by and ml share, one for tc
mine was the coolest of course
oh yea i even made it into a cone shape :DDDD
so clever right? god :D
then there's the biggest entertainment cheyenne (:
more used to it so im not so scared
look at by ml bc, ARGHHHHH~~~
so cute, it's only a dog everyone.
a moving object that's not a human to them - threatening
so we spent a lot of time there
and other than us, also got tc's parent's friends
so it's crowded
ya tc's sister's friends too
overcrowding.
so we set off for the pasir ris people's homes~
yay my home not included
saddened. it's a rare place that looks like some primitive cave.
really. the highest technology there is a ten-year-old relatively bulky and big tv
that's all.
and it has the funniest stuff.
that's my grandma's house.
of course my house is normal lah
it's has this white walls, grey flooring, black furniture
now then i realise my house so emo
lol

so we set off for rs's house~
yay~
feeling a little sad not being able to go ml and winnie's house
dont sad lah. cheer up (:
then we had to take 39 to rs's house
toot toot toot
we saw jessie
then i felt that the journey was not that long after all
while the others were complaining 'so long so long'
tc was on the verge of falling asleep
so im the only weird one lah?
can you imagine rs has to do that everyday?
so we walked like very long
maybe 2 rounds around ngee ann?
then we reached~yay~
and ml was crazy about the fish.
okay relax
then tc and winnie were excited about motor.
so cool the name
but must respect 'mr motorcycle' or 'kitty'
but i like motor :D
sounds damn cool
then okay this is a cat
like teaching kindergarten
by was least enthu
i dont know about bc
but i think she's relatively fine
manda was more inclined towards mahjong
me too i guess (:
along with by and ml
we played mahjong~
then rs started playing the piano
woohoo!
go go ruishan~
i saw some pig soft toy
got it out from the pile
then started circling its cheeks
god look like me eh
true enough
then rs was like music expert pro
playing to some amateurs
who seems deprived of music
but really long time nvr listen alr
tc has this sudden interest of learning piano after 'O' level
go ahead theresa!
so winnie was *laughs*
god she was playing with a bear
just like me
but she was going a little siao siao
and started the roleplaying of a life of a bear
so of course i tortured the bear she was holding
and she looked more happy than miserable
we ate chicken wings
okay i ate two wings along with many fishballs
my appetite was great that day
i ate the most. thank you.
oh ya thanks to your parents theresa
thanks to yours to ruishan
so we went to amanda's house next
chiong arh
i had negative value for ezlink for a very long time
then i always deposited 60cents
then look at bus driver uncle face
omg change alr
put more money
if just *ching* means yay. can.
so this horrible bus driver said NO
90cents
damn toot lah
nvm
ruin my mood
we arrived at interchange
then i and bc chiong to the mrt station to topup
and glad we dint miss any bus
amanda's house
we dint stay for long
thanks to winnie khoo
tc and ml were playing the organ
oh well

YEA that's when i went crazy at amanda's house
i started posing for photos
and even volunteered a individual one
thanks arh
that's the most pretty picture :DDD
the background's green
so contrasting
thanks amanda. your home is a nice photoshoot place
so i ate a chewing gum
then winnie: let's go!
along the way, the walk to baoyi's house
final destination.
winnie : come on people!
first time see her first
rare man
so she enjoyed her stay at baoyi's house for this pathetic minutes
before heading home to meet her parents to go out again
so i ate again.
some eraserlike sweets
eh by, i stuffed like 4 inside my mouth at one time, thanks (:
i did that twice :D
then got cookies
oh ya ya, when bc was trying to get up, i went crazy
'COOKIES~COOKIES~COOKIES!'
bc was petrified horribly
sorry bc, im so deprived of cookies.
but the cookies like a bit stale though
but thanks
better than none
i ate 3 of that.
drank two packets of justea
so cool.
then we went inside baoyi's room
omg there's this photo that is so funny
the photo we had in sec one
start of sec one
ml was hopelessly laughing at my looks then nicolette's
i looked at mine
*LAUGH*
look at amanda
*LAUGH LAUGH*
looks at baoyi
'okay lah. no change'
haha
we laughed at it so hard lah
we look damn nerdy
but it's sec one start wad
then everyone left some weird notes on the whiteboard
oh ya winnie
i help you write
'winnie, i want banana'
im so nice right? :DDD
oh yea amanda came along coz she have no choice but photocopy baoyi's chem spa file to revise
so she came along to baoyi's house. wakaka.
then we started playing the accuse game
it's quite fun and im retarded.
i finally got to 1
and maintained for the greatest time
then i got corked up
and remained at 7 ever since
retarded alr
the unlucky number is 5
i always fail at 5
so we played till 7plus
everyone headed home.

boo.
and guess what happened?
i was lazy
hence i took 358 home
to find out that the door was locked
hopelessly i forgot to carry the keys
shit
i just went to white sands to seek shelter
pathetic
then i bought donuts
coz just feel like
then my pa, mom fetched me from there
we ate at home with packed food
so yea
but i was half-asleep
and thus dint blog on that day

know what's the most contradicting thing?
there were people at my grandma home.
maid.
if i had pressed the bell...
if i had called back first...
stupid

stupid

last thing
a joke
real life experience
in a hcl class,
one day after greeting the teacher,
yeeling swirls her butt left and right on the chair
winnie witnesses it
winnie: yeeling why you swirl your butt?
yeeling: itchy wad.
winnie bursts into extreme laughter. till now. horrible.
*the word swirl comes from chemistry spa*
*as well as describing the action of winnie when she laughs*
*she swirls half a round, taps table 2 times, swirls finish the other half*
hahaha
that's all.

i blog about the chinese new year outing tml lah
today no mood (:

because tml got chem spa
the real one, not fake ):
a bit worried though
the information that is contaminating my mind
is making me so confused now
i guess it's best not to know wad's going to happen
it tests my real potential :D

but im still affected
wad's the point?
they said the graph and the experiment was confusing or whatever
argh this worries me
this is not mock anymore
how i wish the previous one was valid for 'O' level
coz i got 9/10
so cool lah
can't imagine i got so high (:
again, dont be complacent

let me revise here
1. read instructions carefully
2. take out everything in the basket - i missed out the cover last time
3. always kneel on the floor ): i hate this
4. dont be so anxious to start experiment
5. draw finish table then start
6. be clear of what you are doing
7. be fast but dont break stuff
8. just be yourself :D

sian hate this
oh well jiayou~
that's the only comfort i can give myself

god
that's what i like to say now
my geog test handwriting to so ugly to speak of
everyone's pretty stunned at the change of my handwriting
oh well proud to announce
my handwriting has grown bigger (:
and less neat
but it's still neat
wakaka :D
it's time you enlarge yours too serene (:
it's so scary that i write till my nerves in my right arm went numb
then send nerve impulses to the left side
causing my left shoulder to have minor shocks
omg
that was when i was still in the middle of last question
that's not cool
i was practically dragging my entire arm ):

emaths test was a no-brainer like what mr lai always say
where got?
im doubting every answer i write on the paper
with fear of getting it wrong
feel saddened
i hate statistics

what's with the 'fail common tests and meet the parents comes in'?
it's a good policy
and im pretty sure that i wont be in there
maybe for humanities ):
like history ):
so let's work hard~
keep my name as the first name to be read out (:
that's a huge goal
but i believe i can do it!

it's stressful to be up as the top
with fear of losing the position easily
this stress is unwanted

ya and VP came to talk to us
highly humurous too i guess
but somehow i can guess what he's going to say next
so i cant seem to laugh that much
except for the interference part
while people play com, watch tv (im here), whatever...
some people just choose to sleep
haha im giggling to myself even now
it reminds me of someone called theresa (:
i do too. sometimes (: but it's increasing. (:
he's making me all stressed up
i know that there's little time left
but no one wants to suffer a mental breakdown right?
so just let the time past and i do my stuff
the tys idea is starting to interest me (:
but feels stupid to even not know the contextual knowledge
his talk benefitted me somehow :D

so im still only reading thru my spa file
i believe the right state of mind for spa is clear-minded
overload with too much info, DIE
so just let me enjoy the SPA
Science Practical Assessment
._.

total defence day~
yay (:

our work was wonderful of course
haha
first time being a NE member being useful (:

fuck the school lah
attend some stupid course and expect me to pay $50 for it
siao lah
somemore hinder my plans ):
oh well, winnie says: you better learn something from it
I WILL (:

i hate source-based qns.
i hate elective history too.
together with its teacher :P
so damn distracting, he talks when we are trying to concentrate here

we became mdm aljunied's favourite class
black-listed class most likely (:

the elias CC performance was okay
at least i brought home goodies
two oranges
one small chocolate bar by some him
one fake gold bar by fusheng i think
it's chocolate obviously
i was just telling my pa
'papa ni kan, gold bar eh. wo yao gold bar~'
he just let out a smirk
he dint get one made few years back
saddened. gold is so expensive now
a gold bar for pressing down newspapers (:
so yea we performed for the VIPs and went home right after the VIP walked away
we had chicken rice, not bad
made new friends only to say goodbye after 2 times ):
but oh well i said BYE to them



meiling was going a little siao siao
and she became a poem composer

the following, done by chen meiling (:

roses are red
violets are blue
Meiling rocks AND
You think so TOO

Fire is hot
Ice is cool
Meiling's so adored AND
You think so too

Bunny is cool
Barney's fool
Baoyi only drools
Cause Meiling is too cool
*[ i personally like this one the most :D]

Infra is red
Bluetooth is Blue
Meilind's so cool
You cant help but drool

papa is fatherly
mama is motherly
meiling the great
still ever so friendly

it's so obvious that ml's poems are biased
one side only

this ones are what meiling said NOT composed by her
sharing (:

Infra is red
Bluetooth is blue
I see your facebook profile
can i poke you?

Roses are red.
Lemons are sour.
Open your legs,
and feel my power
*[i like this (: not that sick lah. baoyi was like GOD]


end of poems
can't you have sth more creative?
give me some time to think...


okay i dont have.
cant really think of a concrete one i guess.

care for you
happy for you
sad for you
yearn for you
friends for you
that's you

sounds funny
oh well
it wasn't expected to be a poem too
some nonsensical stuff

dont let the frowns and worries fade away...
turn upside down
into smiles (:

happy valentine's day
happy friendship day
happy day yay

the most special valentine's day ever
cute i guess
most busy one most probably

first was PE
it was fun
i was shouting until i had no more strength left
the most exciting part is we were the leading team
wakaka
of course even if we did not win
it was fun (:
the game of dog and bone
nah rat and cheese
it's like a three-legged race or four-legged race
it's so cool to see the teams competing
it's hilarious to see people taking and tagging
liuting and yanting were wonderful but to have such competitors asyraf and ben
that's horrible
baoyi was too skinny haha
the strip with serene always came loose
but sacrificed herself and suffered a blueblack at her knee
can see baoyi was flying away
but baoyi, well done. YAY (:
me and geraldine
the best partners ever wakaka (:
the two who devised the many plans
the cutest one was when we hop there and hop backwards back haha
we devised plans for the guys too (:
the finale to our victory - renwei terry jansen
the threesome
speed maybe slow but efficient
it's so cute to see them walk backwards slowly like caterpillar haha
the greatest one was the last game
when all came in, siao.
our strategy - guys move in and grab, we stand behind
they will throw backwards to us then we grab and hop back
hohoho what a wonderful idea~
and it suceeded (:
we were cheering and laughing like siao.
i think our group is the best arh :D
of course exhausted. for the first time my face turned red enough to be noticed
it normally requires a 2.4 to change colour

english compo test
sian
humiliation experience
funny
first time i attempted narrative out of desperation
ideas could not link up together
and i forgot to link back some stuff due to lack of time
it's about money
wanted to write about valentine's day too
but no idea so forget it
i started drafting some nonsense and blah
just continue lah
i finished on time and yea
groggy o.0

rushed to bio mock spa
so siao lah
i sat at the second row instead of first
so happy
nevertheless mdm ashikin could still pick out my mistakes of being overly worried
i found out that the colour of the benedict's solution was weird
and decided to put into waterbath again
and she saw it
'number 32, ah i know what you're doing'
'shit'
'try to think why it's like this...over-boil...'
'orh' nods head
it's like so unfortunate to be picked out again like previously
i was caught adding more benedict's solution to the control
which is incorrect, but i mended it to be correct
it had to be same height right?
'number 32, ah i know what you're doing'
same line somemore.
just rushed thru and finished on time
phew

rushed to recess lol
and found out that we missed the recess fun of valentine's
it's utmost entertaining hearing the lousy MC talk
lol

rushed back
late of course
not changed, and there's amath test
the moment we went in, grabbed our uniform
rush to toilet change
ms tiong was still slightly late
again test
the tables were like separated for 8cm?
this test was relatively easy
so i was even more scared of careless mistakes ):

chemistry rush to lab again
what a busy and hasty day

hcl sian
okay just stone over there
it's so funny to see everybody go crazy over some other people's flowers
lol that fat guy

SS funny
she came half an hour late
thinking it was 3pm
it was everyone's fault
and most of the class went home
contradicting

happy valentine's day
bye
thanks for the chocolates~
(:
love spreads throughout the world
painting back the faded smiles
(:

argh sick
my battery weak
headache
nauseous
whatever
feels like fever
hope it's not
rah
must be spagetti
so greedy
eat too much
woozy all over
:S