tsk it was supposed to be a secret
so can't blog.
so disappointing ):
but nvm i can say somethings (:
baoyi my dear brave girl, tell you to be castle princess you don't wan
in the end you were grabbing on to my neck with your arm
did you know i was almost strangled to death by you.
i was laughing breathlessly
and yet you were strangling me ._.
i forgive you (:

one good thing i can compliment myself on
i forgive baoyi for almost making me fly to heaven
i tot winnie was the only the knew how to grab
oh well

looks like only i and ml can laugh at winnie alone
i totally agree with her
winnie, you are the joke. :DDD
and i dint know ml knew how to grab ppl too.
do i look like a pole?
i think so lol

ya im good influence.
very good influence.
look at gb.
her marks are higher than mine now (:
at least i feel happy for her.
anyway, i got a 17/25
feeling happy.
although obviously dint meet my expectation of 24/25 :P
but i do know where i stand
omg i suck at statistics
i have no idea why im so bad at it
maybe it's just like electricity of physics
OMG i just can't get that right. ok never.
it's like 9 marks calculation and got zero 000 0:
how cool. i just suck at some stuff.
wadeva. how many qns can they come up on statistics for 'O'?
oh ya. i got 17. i was happy yet disappointed.
mr lai asked me why, as what i expected.
i was more scared of him than the mark.
he asked WHY?
i simply dismissed it with a NOT GOOD AT STATISTICS.
maybe the expectations set for me are much higher.
sky-high i guess
oh ya im adding 1 mark.
so it's 18. :DDD
but i havent really seen the mark there yet
so it feels false.
but at least it's a A2 (:

next test is a maths.
heavy topics to study for.
very heavy.
yet im still complacent about it.
havent study for it yet.
maybe im just more suitable for technical stuff rather than thinking ones
so most probably i'll just have to get F9 for thinking exams
i can do complicated ones more easily than thinking ones (:
oh well complacency led to the downfall of...
come on..gogogo~
maybe because im placing more attention to those stuff i dint do well at
like humanities and languages
so im putting more effort now.
havent seen what are the results yet.
it's so sad to get B3 for EL then A2 for HCL
but oh well...i'll have A2 for EL for 'O'
HCL can get B3 or B4 alr very good.
CL must get A1. or else the previous is nothing.

i must develop holistically. sounds like mr chua :P
im more maths and science than languages and humanities.
im more DnT than home econs.
and i like dnt better coz im the only one getting A1. haha.
okay just that many many ppl scored badly in it.
home econs everyone scored well in it.
no difference. doesn't make me stand out ):
and i like dnt more. that's all. (:

i like to harp on the same subject again and again.
and my old habit is back.
habits die hard.
suddenly im so enthu in those subjects i score bad in.
ok not bad. not to my standard.
which it A1
i feel damn sad to get A2 for humanities
just because i screwed my SS SBQ.
i like SEQ better.
somehow i think i'll be more prepared for 'O' than EOY exams
coz im alr carrying the psychology that im alr going to sit for it alr.
maybe im over-reacting. who cares?
handling my stress really well now.
coz i feel relaxed and can still blog.
just feeling empty if i have nothing to do.
yea, i'll simply sleep.
i feel sleepy at 10pm alr.
it's a surprise that i can sleep that early though.
1am used to be the time i sleep at during the holidays.
the panda eyes have appeared.

oh well sleep more then.
sweet dreams everyone.
dont laugh in your sleep.
sophisticated.