ok i lost my wallet for real
for the first time after the many times i always tot i did
this is really for real
im like SO damn suay lah pls
first i must thank geraldine for accompanying me all the way
giving me just the right amount of concern i need
winnie for walking me all the way there back to bugis for the first time
amanda...haha...thanks for helping me lighten my load
check until my jacket missing too
its really not my fault this time
but luckily it was found...or else i'll only be CHA...another blow
thanks denise and baoyi for guarding the books at lee kong chian library
thanks beecheng, ruishan, meiling, christine, serene for helping do appeasement at B1
then worry, wait for me...then later go bugis food junction again
THANKS
but the result for today was still...wallet lost
nevertheless...my hp is still there
i only lost my wallet
actually losing the wallet is alright
but is the aftermath that matters
i called my mom...inform her will be good
then she was quite ok with it
not like my ah-yi...omg...she completely blah blah blah...
emotional yeeling can no longer take it
and sheds one drop of tear and says
bu yao jiang le...bye bye~
and i wipe off my tear and everything is fine again...
and okay i know i will get it when i get home
shit
and i wasn't feeling the pinch with so much property gone

content in my wallet:
money around 101 dollars bah
1 50 dollar note, 2 10 dollar note, many 5 dollar note maybe 5?, one 2 dollar note
coins should be worth around 2 dollars bah
i dint know that i had so much money in my wallet
my papers and receipts
one heart shape folded from 2 dollar
another 2 dollar i picked from the ground many months ago, i stuffed it somewhere
the cross stitch...picture of cow since primary 6
one bookmark with piggy, my ah-yi give de
my piggy card...the friends forever sth one

the more important stuff
ezlink card...shit man
library card...i went to cancel it the moment i reach white sands
minitoons card...doesn't matter
cashcard...i just got from my mom today for photocopying
she said...li mian bu dong duo shao qian
so like i so dui bu qi wo mother lah
popular card...though bar code spoil...but still can use until 31/7/08
still long long lah pls...wasted
comic card...it has the similar golden thing imprinted on the card...cashcard in short
i should have gave it to my bro...wasted
still got my most regretted thing i lost...BO PIAN!
the green one was my favourite...still got 2 brown ones that i dont use
and my can opener thingy...lol

everything was fated today lah
so fated...when we went back bugis to search right
to no avail...gb when walking back
suddenly said....
deng yi xia ru guo you pass guo mai chi de dian...rang wo mai dong xi chi
sth like that...OMG...i dreamt of this scene...
suddenly i rmb! okay so this was so damn fated ._.

i got home and my mom was like quite cool about it
my ah-yi was sleeping...thank god
my two cousins were like detectives
they dint believe i really lost my wallet...they ransacked my bag....
i was a bit moody...but i got fine...
after my ah-yi woke up...she forgot...so yeh!
my dad was quite COOL over the matter
orh bu jian...ok ._.
my ah-yi told me korea is snowing now...heahea
i nvr play with snow before...i wan go korea
korean food no onions right? lol

then the most AMAZING thing happened...
after i came out of my bathroom undressed...just bathe finish
ring ring...call for me...
then i was like home number...not about my wallet de haiz
then she said she found my ezlink card and library card...OMG
there is always good ppl other than evil ones...eg mr lim
if no hy project, no need go library, no wallet missing, wont pon co, will be in sch
shit you lah mr lim... :x
then someone dropped it at the bookdrop at toa payoh library
okay...so the person who picked it up lives near toa payoh LOL
but thank you!
at least for now i no need spend $20 go make another one
i can borrow books again...for wad?
i was too happy..that i forgot ask if it was found with a wallet
deng...i tried calling again...but it's closed
but most probably it will be together with the wallet
cos who will wan return ezlink card and library card only?
but there's no guarantee...dont get hopes to high...

one last thing...
to my dear wallet...
even if you are not found tml...i wan tell you that you are the best wallet ever
i wont change you again...i wont replace you with a new one
cos this morning i just told my mom...
mommy, i wan change my wallet
then you just ran away from me today...
come back tml yea?
money gone nvm
the rest still intact i happy le

this made me realise how real this world is
it has always been there...greed
however, integrity is there too
i have learnt my lesson =D
learn to let go completely for it makes one contented