It's absolutely hard, disgusting and exhausting to get everyone to agree on a single issue.
Some have limitations, others have hesitations.
Some want detailed information, whilst some refuse to give me an answer.
It's really taxing.
It's understandable though, because one can't even be certain about their own stand.

All of a sudden, there's like this whole load of events, luring me to attend them.
Tapestry, TJCO concert, TJ carnival, PROM, whatever.
Decided not to go prom, cause wearing a dress, and feeling out of place from the whole event, discourages my conscious mind.
But the whole thing about eating at some high-class hotel whets my appetite, and is causing my heart to inch atrociously.
Conscious mind VS heart
Obviously conscious mind wins.
After much struggle though.
HAHA.
Eh hello, $60 a lot eh. :D
Oh well.
The rest is affordable.
HAHA.

Anyway, first round of results is out.
Wax and wane.
The weaker subjects I used to have improved tremendously.
The better subjects I used to have deproved slightly.
Overall, I'm demoralised. ):
However! I strongly believe that if I get too high,
I'll lose the determination to fight and improve!
So, don't be discouraged!
WOOHOO~

But I find this position very suffocating.
I've a feeling I'm going to get down, which is good.
I abhor the presence of an unknowing pressure pressing against me.
Perhaps the drop aint a bad thing afterall.

I really need the support.
Don't step on my toes again, because the pressure building up again.
Firstly, I'm not some terrorist, HEA.
Secondly, I'm not suffering from some kidney problem, HEA.
Lastly, I'm not very good at tolerating crititism, HEA.
I'm still learning how to accept the world's survival theory.

I just need the particular someone, again.