ah-ma

yesterday evening...
i went to visit my paternal grandma...
at tan tock seng hospital...
cos she injured her leg...
i tot she only injured her leg...
but when i saw her...
she was so skinny...
like only a bag of bones...
its saddens me to c my grandma like tat lor...
dere were like so many tubes connecting here and dere...
whenever i c her nowadays...
i feel like crying...
im afraid she might leave one day...
although we have communication problems...
cos she speaks cantonese...
n i cant...
i loved her...
though she practise favouritism to guys...
she is now 90+ years...
which is considered very very old...
a few weeks ago...
she still rmb me...
now she cant recognise me...
nvm...
she is just like a kid...
only a extremely skinny one...
she grew even skinnier after hospitalisation...
cos she cant consume more than 500g of food and water per day...
if she need to eat, still have to consult doctor somemore...
haiz...
hope she get well soon...
and not be so skinny...
she looks just like a stick...