Yesterday we had our concert! YAY! It was a long day, but actually I wished it could go on. Honestly, I hope I don't forget this day, since I don't have a fantasic memory. Because I can only remember images? Yea. The whole of yesterday was wonderful. :D




Towards the end of the TJCO concert, I felt a little overwhelmed. It was going to end. And everyone is going to disperse after that. I got a little moody then. But I got all hyped up after the concert haha! Thanks for your support! I love all of you! :D




Theresa was so happy to see us during the interval, and was to excited to see me in makeup, that she poked my eye. And the funny thing is, I couldn't feel anything, only saw a finger moving towards my eye. Haha. Ruishan was quite amazed by my look. Baoyi was all hyper, like always. Haha. Amanda popped up from nowhere.




And today, from the moment I wake up, I can't stop thinking about CO. I felt super moody the whole day. Anyway, I woke up damn late at 12pm to eat, watched tv till I slept halfway from 1pm to 3pm. Haha. The thing is I'm unhappy that there's no more CO to bug me now. I'm starting to miss CO and everyone. It feels like the world's coming to an end. Haha. I think I'm exaggerating. Seriously, I'm very moody now.





Humans tend towards the lazy and negative side more, that's why we always fail to see the purpose behind everything we do.

YAY! TJCO CLINCHED GOLD WITH HONOURS! YIPEE!




I was super happy when I heared the word 'rong', because GWH in chinese is rong yu jin pai. Then the people beside me started cheering and shouting. I couldn't help but tear uncontrollably - non-stop. Honestly, I didn't know I would have such a overwhelming feeling, though I anticipated that I would still tear no matter what happens. Haha.




The last thing I wanna say is - thanks for everyone's encouragement and wishes. I'm really touched. :D





Today is one day that I'll never forget.






I love TJCO and my lovely buddies! :D

I just realise my blog actually looks pretty scary. Haha. It's okay. I like it this way. Perhaps for now. Bear with it.




Tiring it might be, I find this whole process precious, and the memories hard to forget. Whatever the result of the SYF might be, the process is good for stretching our potential. Okay it's starting to sound formal. Haha. Anyway, I'm finding it enjoyable overall. Except for the fact that I'm exhausted.




I want that to happen to me.

I just came back from the megahouse function. If you were wondering, I went after CO ended. It was rather fun and enjoyable for that moment. I was wearing uniform, yet I couldn't feel any sense of awkwardness at all. Is it because flooded with commitments that I can no longer feel properly?




Anyway, I'm not feeling particularly stressed out from CO. I find it quite enjoyable actually. And I seem to be going to school everyday for CO. If you told me that there would be no CO for one day, I think I would be lost with all the regained time.





Anyway, I'm pretty happy, except that I have mountains of tutorials left undone. HAHA! It's going to be one hard mountain to scale.





Okay, I've got CO in the morning, saturday, which is today! haha. So I need to sleep. Nights. :D

I'm here, surprisingly.




I'm freaking tired from rushing out my PI till 2am yesterday. It was seriously not something to be proud of. It just goes to show how lousy I've managed my time. The problem is that there's no time for me to manage. Haha. Because CO is like everyday.




To rush out the PI, I didn't even touch the econs tutorial and the only I can do is to smile widely at my tutor when she starts checking everyone's work. Haha. Then, I realise this situation needs improvement.





The idea of sleeping at 1am everyday sounds pretty fine to me, but the fact that I cannot complete everything before I sleep sounds uncomfortable to me.




Anyway, I'm fine, not depressed. I just wanna find somewhere to moan and moan and moan.





What are you to me exactly?

It's been pretty long since I blogged. Haha. Before this blog becomes totally deserted, I had better post something on it.



My schedule is still full. I can hardly find time out to even complete my tutorials. The only times when I start doing my tutorials is during weekends. How cool. Moreover, times during weekends are getting lesser and the tutorials seem to pile on. Honestly, I'm pretty afraid of dropping into the vicious cycle the maths tutor always mentions.




Actually, I haven't prepared much for the stuff this week. Oh no. Even if I have the time, I still choose to slack it off. HAHA. This is super contradicting. Hah.




I guess everyone's equally busy! My smile aint just a facade. It's still true happiness beaming from inside! :D And I hope everyone can take on life just as it is.




I think I'm like the slackest among the muggers.

I look like I'm not that stressed yet. I think that I'm not that stressed yet either. But perhaps I may be wrong.



This underlying stress is pulling my mood from one extreme to another. One moment, I'm freaking happy. The next, I'm so angry over the smallest thing. I lose my temper so easily. And I can see it. Am I really that stressed?



Perhaps you might be stressed out now too. It's good not to assume that you are not stressed, just because you think you haven't reached the maximum stress level yet. I guess it's normal now. Hope I can recover quickly. I don't want to turn into someone who is short-tempered.



I just realise that we need to moderate some of the things we wish to achieve. We can't always get perfect scores and standards.




We can do it.