I hereby pronounce this place dead. Don't bother to come here anymore. :D

I want to make an account of OG! :D






I am very happy because I think I have a great OG! Yay! OG14! :D I think all my OGMs are very adorable and special. Haha. All of them are very kind and passionate. Let me cite an example. People who have observed me well, would know that I don't put ear backing on your earrings. During mass dance at Suntec Fountain of Wealth, I lost one of my earring. So, I was searching for it. Then one of my OGMs approached me and asked me what I was doing, and I told him that I was looking for my lost earring. And in the end, almost everyone in the OG started to help me look for my earring on the ground. I was extremely touched and happy! It was rather dark and the ground was wet. It seemed like an impossible task to find my earring. In the end, no one found it there! Haha! Honestly, I was really touched by them.







And the OGMs can remember my name! Haha! I am very happy! And actually we all get along pretty well. Haha. I have made great friends over this orientation! And I love all of them! :D






Bring me to where I want to go.

Frankly speaking, I can no longer stand walking alone in school anymore. Whenever I walk alone in school, I start seeing and imagining him at different parts of the school compound. Seriously, I can see him practically everywhere if you let me walk alone. I don't exactly resist the feeling of missing him, but I do feel somewhat left behind by time.




Sometimes when I space out, I start thinking about him again. I feel like someone who is still living in the past, hoping that he would come back one day. Actually, I am able to move on fine without him. The many events occurring have kept me distracted.





Like I said, I don't resist or dislike the idea of liking him. It has turned into an addiction, which is very hard for me to kick. It's present in my subconscious mind, so much that I can feel something burning when similar feelings resurface.





Truth is, I cannot walk out from the past, because no one is ready to pull me out of it.

Hahaha! Suddenly, I feel this urge to study! Woohoo! Damn cool man! I wonder if I can sustain this sudden gush of energy. I shall try to regenerate it as often as possible. It feels good to be studying again! Hohoho!




I am going to start on a long term plan to study really hard for A levels. I'm going to start right now! This moment! I shall start with bio first! Yea! I'm going to go on full blast soon. I must not run out of battery.




I'm going to push myself real hard now. Yea! :D





Don't procrastinate too much. Start now!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D




I should be setting some new resolutions right? It's quite easy for me lah. Haha.

1. Stay happy and joyful!
2. Do well in studies!
3. Make everyone around me happy!




Perhaps everyone might have lost their driving force to study hard for tests and examinations. For at least, I have. I shall look for my drive now! I must start preparing for the waging war. Yea! Eh, you should start too okay? :D




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To update everyone what I am doing nowadays and for the rest of the year, I am here! :D





I have been typing reflections for the internship at Pathlight School. That's the reason why I have not been bored to come here. Anyway, I am still missing four more entries. Haha.





I have decided to take a one day leave on 15 december to attend the chalets. Apparently, I have two chalets, 2r6 chalet and TJCO chalet. I feel that I need to attend both. So, I have decided to take a day off! :D I shall go out to play! :D





After internship and chalets, come the dance practices for OGL. Don't doubt me, I am an OGL. Don't be too shocked upon hearing this. Perhaps I don't have a burning passion to cheer and dance, but I told myself to make it a memorable experience for everyone in my OG. I want them to love TJC! :D I need not be the one who is at the frontline cheering madly, because I want to be the one who makes sure that every single person is still with the team, safe and sound.





I hope I can be a good OGL. :D Hope I can master the cheers and dances well. Well, I think I can. That's why I joined! Yee Ling doesn't take something on, unless she has the confidence to do it and do it well! :D





For next year, I applied for H3 biology and I got it. I was pretty happy to have it. Haha. But it spells the beginning of busy fridays. I am still wondering how I will get to RI. But I suppose it would be quite interesting to study at a boy's school. Hohoho. Or was it RIJC? Whatever.





I suppose my internship has benefitted me in some way. I have been thinking about what I want to do in the future. I am still unsure of it. At this age, we ought to have some idea of what we want to do later. ): I shall try to think about it. :D





I want to build up my defences and weapons again, in case.

PW is over! :D




I don't know what I can do now. I don't feel like jumping into the pool of books again. It's a drain of my energy. I shall try to space out my time.





Now I have this really busy holiday to cope with. I'm quite happy. HAHA. It's a manageable holiday, I suppose.





I don't know, but I have this feeling that you want me out of your world.





Save the trouble. I wasn't even in.