Friday, January 22, 2010

Frankly speaking, I can no longer stand walking alone in school anymore. Whenever I walk alone in school, I start seeing and imagining him at different parts of the school compound. Seriously, I can see him practically everywhere if you let me walk alone. I don't exactly resist the feeling of missing him, but I do feel somewhat left behind by time.




Sometimes when I space out, I start thinking about him again. I feel like someone who is still living in the past, hoping that he would come back one day. Actually, I am able to move on fine without him. The many events occurring have kept me distracted.





Like I said, I don't resist or dislike the idea of liking him. It has turned into an addiction, which is very hard for me to kick. It's present in my subconscious mind, so much that I can feel something burning when similar feelings resurface.





Truth is, I cannot walk out from the past, because no one is ready to pull me out of it.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Hahaha! Suddenly, I feel this urge to study! Woohoo! Damn cool man! I wonder if I can sustain this sudden gush of energy. I shall try to regenerate it as often as possible. It feels good to be studying again! Hohoho!




I am going to start on a long term plan to study really hard for A levels. I'm going to start right now! This moment! I shall start with bio first! Yea! I'm going to go on full blast soon. I must not run out of battery.




I'm going to push myself real hard now. Yea! :D





Don't procrastinate too much. Start now!

Friday, January 1, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D




I should be setting some new resolutions right? It's quite easy for me lah. Haha.

1. Stay happy and joyful!
2. Do well in studies!
3. Make everyone around me happy!




Perhaps everyone might have lost their driving force to study hard for tests and examinations. For at least, I have. I shall look for my drive now! I must start preparing for the waging war. Yea! Eh, you should start too okay? :D




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