I love white mama. HAHA. I removed the tagboard as well, since it was spoiling the aesthetic feeling. Haha. You can leave comments right at the bottom if you've got something to spill.




Whatever, I'm freaking happy now. Because history is now history. Hahahahahahahahahaha.




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I think I grew out of everything now. Or rather grew sick haha. I want something new now. I thought I used to resist changes, looks like I'm more adaptable now. It's no longer surprising if I want to try something new now.




Guess I need more space. I need to step out of my own world now. There's a much more bigger world out there. Perhaps I'll try metal after the exams. Hah.




I want something new.

Take it on with a BIG smile. :)




Walk out of the exam hall with a even BIGGER smile. :D




Mug back at home with the BIGGEST smile. :DDD

Just yesterday, I dearly felt like pulling out the drawer from my neck, just to scratch my itchy and infected throat. Seriously, it was painstaking.




I decided to rest. I have this phobia of a prolonged illness that would again affect my results. Not bearing to give myself another one of this stupid regret, I decided to sleep more. Atlas, I did not. I just watched the tv for the whole day with my chemistry textbook resting harmlessly on my lap. I recovered anyway. =D




Being alone at home was pretty exciting. The fact that I get to do anything I want alone was indeed marvellous. Carefree, I say. And slackness fills the air. Hah. It felt like I was on a holiday. I was busy entertaining myself rather than mugging hard. Oh well. I love it man! =D




Indeed today was a euphoric day~




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I hate to take off now. After my plane rested on ground, it's difficult to start the engine now. Oh well. I've no choice.

Everything seems to be rather stupid nowadays. HAH. Can I make a wish?




I sincerely wish to get results that are up to my expectations.




I guess the only stupid thing around is me.

It's the finale. I enjoyed my final day in school, I guess. Coming soon will be the 'O' levels. I'm starting to feel the jitters now. I feel insecure as if I were standing on skyhigh stilts. I hate to admit this, but I think I'm really tensed up. Oh well. Like as if no one else was. Hah.





I seem to be taking a gamble with my future in this exam. It really depends on that very day. It's like betting on a die. Hear the hollow sounds coming from that shaking object, it's like eternity. On the exam day, the shaker is slammed onto the blue peeled desk in class. Horribly abrupt, you have no choice but to accept the reality- flip open the exam paper or rather uncover the underlying die in the shaker. No matter what, you just have to take and walk away what's given to you.





If you've got the number you wanted on the die, congratulations. But there's no guarantees though. If what you've studied appeared, great! Just make sure you don't screw it.





It's pretty stupid and amusing to have such a system, about the paper deciding my future.





Actually, we are a gamble ourselves too.





Seriously, must my life compromise and stick to the conventional thinking now?





I kind of admire the people who are willing to be different.

As the days come closer, I can't help but feel a little lost. Actually, nothing seems to motivate me anymore. Oh well. At least for that very instant, I suppose. I'm afraid I can't meet the targets I set for myself. I'm afraid I overestimated myself. I don't want to end up disappointed in any way.




Oh well. Just mug hard luh. Nonetheless, I'm getting a little distraught over the sparse time left.





I guess it's best to stay happy and relaxed now. No point knowing all the facts, yet you get a blank screen in your mind during the exam. Take everything in my stride.





Peak at the right moment. =D





Imagine a sink of any colour you want. How about grey? It's filled with clear shimmering water, filled to the brim. Suddenly, you accidentally pulled out the plug. It becomes a whirlpool, as it sucks all the water away. How I wish I can be sucked away too.

I finally realised how much my laptop means to me. It's more than just a tool, it's already my pet. I'm just really glad you were saved.




Today we went for MJ's open house. It was rather fun, which kinda reminds me of TJ too. Hah. I was getting a little hyper then. I seriously enjoyed myself.




I could only remember that we were playing soccer happily on their field. It's rather cool that we won't get all grubby and muddy from playing. Because it's synthetic grass. Hah. Anyway, it has been years since I last kicked a ball.




Then we played table tennis as well. But soccer was seriously fun and entertaining. We were purely just kicking like amateurs. Anyway, we had our share of fun. I dearly wanted to run on the track, just like how we did at TJ. I kinda forgot that before we left.




Perhaps MJ is going to be a school that we can easily adapt to. It feels rather warm to be there. Not shy or worried, we just had our share of fun. I truely enjoyed myself there.




It's pretty entertaining to see our seniors there and our fellow classmates there too; playing basketball in other premises again. For a moment, I thought the guys in our class were seriously considering about their education. Seems like I'm wrong.




I noticed you; still the same you. I mouthed a goodbye behind your back, before I turned to see your view disappear with the pillar.




I'm still slanted towards TJ more. Yea.




I'm just glad you survived.